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squid kid

by Pinnings

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hot mug 03:19
blow all you want your hot breath’s not cooling down this fresh cup of coffee molten brown and, yeah, these are your only grounds looks like you didn’t get much sleep were you waiting on the beep that says get going? hey kid, it looks like you’re still growing take a sip, get a grip i see you’re running with arms outstretched you’ve just awoken and already you’re hoping that you’re love will catch it will catch a girl with an open heart just like yours maybe one who gives rock and roll history tours she gives tours she gives tours (yeah) sure, your dream is free but as your mind goes absentee your coffee goes cold and suddenly you’re old and it’s all too bitter to taste so you burn your dreams with your toast breathe in this right here and now roast believe it or not, everything you’ve got It’s all at the bottom of this hot It’s all at the bottom of this hot It’s all at the bottom of this hot mug
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late on a lazy evening in June i was home to greenview avenue too soon and rather than retire to my dim apartment i snuck round the back to a secret compartment where you kept an extra key for me so up the wooden stairs I ascended with a key in my hand in the front jacket pocket of your uncle’s old windbreaker so i sidestepped the mounds of birdshit and shovel and i entered your place with no sign of struggle called down your halls though no one was home i could tell that you had just left but I was alone alone just so alone always alone just so alone always alone i climbed up the roof and i sucked down a snoot and it sparked a flame inside my brain i started to view you and me in the clouds wandering through the crowds of dragon, snakes, and poison lakes, and magical shrouds If you’d spend some time up in the clouds i’m sure you’d find that the view from rosa’s place is nice hey but she doesn’t have a brain for that and she’s locked it in an air proof vat and it can never ever see the sun yet she shows it to everyone no, it doesn’t add up at least not to me i guess its a difference in our realities (hey hey hey)
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your worry proves your vanity life unchanging, life unchanging that's insanity your worry proves your vanity life unchanging, life unchanging that's insanity Oh your worry proves your vanity and life unchanging that's insanity but see, you're drowning me in empathy i said you're drowning me you're drowning me
4.
let me try to explain well half the time i’m worrying over things and that’s half the time i’ll ever spend on this earth and half of that is half as much as half as much as you deserve from me and yet that’s all I can offer right now right now lately, i’ve been doing my best to convince myself I’m doing my best with the most of my time yet when an idle smile rests on my child face i admit It feels out of place and I fear fear I’m deluding myself with things that just feel nice and i know they say it’s so important to FOLLOW YOUR OWN LIGHT or whatever that means but these damn screens, man i let them keep me up at night it’s either that or a single flame from a plastic cask of butane ejected by my own thumb that leaves me always leaves me wandering, dumb, dumb leaves me wandering dumb no wind no stars no map and no crew yeah, i'm feeling lost at sea but you can't see me no you’re too preoccupied building up your walls with no windows in your castle on the shore that you’ve built for you and me and not a soul more and all the familiar fears they won’t say goodbye, bye even when you look me in my eye and tell me you love me this shouldn’t come as a surprise... (alright, hey) no... no wind, no stars, no map, and no crew it’s half as much as doing my best following my feeling lost at sea
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snooze 02:24
your cards were stacked luggage been packed man those dice were loaded on the train to baltimore you pulled the fire alarm and no one noticed at all no one noticed at all and it’s gonna be a long quiet ride when you’re sitting on the wrong side of yourself when you’re sinking and you can’t hold on to your health you might as well hit the snooze and ditch the news call off the sparks that keep this train moving you can go on home where you’re not alone WAKE UP WAKE UP WAKE UP i gotta tell you bout a new vibration
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make a sound 03:31
take a whole step fight the urge to take two back butterflies may swarm ace an aerial attack but don’t you mind their buffeting both your eyes are already black and they can’t take what you lack i'm saving pennies burning bills and i seem to be making sense i’m bursting at the seams but that doesn’t pay the rent count my blessings and my scars they look more the same each day count the folks who die in cars living in a rain delay in a rain delay still you say rhymes, riddles, and parables pour from your mouth but they all just sound so foreign like you’re forcing fables out and i wonder what you would sound like if you spoke without your doubt if you opened up your heart and you made a sound make a sound rhymes, riddles, and parables pour from your mouth but they all just sound so foreign like you’re forcing fables out and i wonder what you would sound like if you spoke without your doubt if you opened up your heart and you made a sound c'mon and make a sound (yeah) it’s the chirp of birds in chorus fuck our phones answering for us let the trees talk in the forest just listen and don’t force it cause then you’ll forfeit your chance to be heard
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scat man joe 03:26
Yeah I wouldn’t wanna hold it, but I wouldn’t wanna lose it– heh, okay, I believe I’ll do that. Thank you. Okay Bill, Thank you. Sam? Hello Sam? Well, Sam, if you’re out there you can call back. Aaaaaaaand we’ll talk with Ted. Hello Ted. –uh this is Joe
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and i can't stand still i'm gonna get my fill and i can't stand still and i was built to spill
13.
woke up on the floor again turntable looming above my head a tapestry floating like the night sky and a rain coming down outside at least my back's not stiff you pour me a cup you give me a lift i think that's what they call companionship drove into town again brought a sleeping bag for my bed boy the trees on poplar look nice would it be alright if i stayed the night? and i'm hungry like a kid you make me a plate you give me a lift i think that's what they call companionship worn out and sprawled again sticky mickey is looming over my head fan blades are spinning out of time we could stay here just fine but damn my back is stiff you roll me a spliff you give me a lift i think that's what they call companionship oh

about

this is all in your imagination
the rush, the bubbling uneven keel
the rapid rotation of axes
caterwauling, an ocean of unreal

squid kid is a shot in the dark
it’s a collection of songs
you found half dead
on the wrong side of the radio
songs you found crumpled
in the lint catcher of a burnt-out dryer
songs that drifted up from the ocean floor
its soggy juvenilia
sopping wet sunken
societal ruins
(with a beat you can dance to!)

all around me i see and hear
the rush of the music of the masters
the ones who make a life of it
the ones who make love out of it
the ones who are fully present
fully attuned to the program of the breath

squid kid is an honest attempt
a participation trophy at least
the ink i’ve eeked
into the static sea
it’s a fuzzy testament
to time unheeding
don’t bump your shins
while you’re listening
or else you might associate these songs with pain
and this should really be quite painless

untether the little boat
you carry your soul around in
and float in your solip-sea
listen to the whales
smell the sharks
re-organize your shelves
belly up to a bar and
eat a burger
at 4am in the moonlight

i’ve traveled around
and bottled sound
i’ve sat and stared
in my underwear
spending time
in imagination

it doesn’t have to be profound
you simply need to make a sound

credits

released February 6, 2023

All songs by Kieran McCabe.
Produced by Kieran McCabe.
Mixed & Mastered by Kieran McCabe.
Performed by Kieran McCabe.

Recorded and mixed entirely on my iphone in bedrooms, basements, attics, cabins, and rehearsal rooms from Chicago, Milwaukee, Minneapolis, and Philly, to the middle of the Atlantic Ocean and back from December 2020 - January 2023.

Album Art by Lo Casson.

Thanks to you for listening. Thanks to Zach Stevenson, Shaun Whitley, Patrick Martin, Jason Narducy, Brendan McHale, Christian Turzo-Egan, and Jus Rus for lending their ears and encouragement to help me finish this album. Thanks to Lo for the artwork, inspiration, and moral support. Thanks to my cats, Carl and Cosmo, for being excellent studio companions. And of course, thanks for everything, Mom & Dad.

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Pinnings Chicago, Illinois

Lo-Fi Freak Folk germinating in Chicago and Philadelphia.

Pinnings is the DIY recording project of actor/musician Kieran McCabe.

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